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Out of the Blue


make my move
bone in your back
the real thing
to be beautiful
satisfy me
out of the blue
come on in and play
bulletproof
goin' home
muddy water
hipshake
insurance


all songs by becky barksdale
(c) 2002 bark at the moon music /bmi

except satisfy me (barksdale/mcmahon)
muddy water(derose/richman/trent) hipshake(dixon/groom) insurance(shingleton/hall
)




OTb

Cowgirl Blues

i can't stop loving you
i'll say goodbye
i've missed
everything is nothing
i've got to see you again



all songs by becky barksdale
(c) 2002 bark at the moon music /bmi



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Cowgirl Blues  




i can't stop loving you



i remember those younger days
my mama used to always say
i could do anything if i wanted to
and the first time i saw your eyes
all my life i never felt so alive
like i could do anything and i wanted to
i could pull the stars from heaven
and make them spell out your name
i could stop the rain from falling
in the wildest hurricane

but i can't stop thinking about you
i can't stop wishing you were here in my arms
there are some things i can live without
but i can't live without you now
i can't stop dreamin' about you
i can't stop this burnin'  deep in my heart
everywhere i go - everything i do
'til forever comes
i can't stop loving you

and i remember when you walked away
i told myself i'd forget someday
but it's been a while and all i can do
is see your smile on every face
and find myself running back to the places
we used to go - oh i miss you
well i could stop the sun from shinning
and make the blue skies go away
i could stop the world from turnin''
but this heart of mine wont change

i've tried to put the past behind me
like i've always done before
but everything i do reminds me
of the day i saw you walking out my door

but i can't stop thinking about you
i can't stop wishing you were here in my arms
there are some things i can live without
but i can't live without you now
i can't stop dreamin' about you
i can't stop this burnin'  deep in my heart
everywhere i go - everything i do
'til forever comes
i can't stop loving you




i'll say goodbye



i’ll always remember the day that we met
you said you loved my eyes
but your love for me was like autumn leaves
that turn and softly float down from the sky
and i tried to hold on too tight i know
but now i've learned that love means letting go

so i'll say good-bye
and i hope you have the greatest
i’m gonna pray
and wish you all the best
i’m gonna hope
and i never thought i'd say this
that she brings you true happiness

your warm summer kisses are still on my lips
your touch will always live deep in my soul
but she’s the one now who makes you smile
and it’s killing me but i wont let it show
'cause i know you can’t help how you feel
and someday my broken hearts gonna heal

so i'll say good-bye
and i hope you have the greatest
i’m gonna pray
and wish you all the best
i’m gonna hope
and i never thought i'd say this
that she brings you true happiness





i've missed

 
                   
i guess you thought that i was lying
i guess so many people do
so is there any more use trying
to convince you that it's true

and i can see it all in your eyes
you can't afford to take the risk
but don't blame me for wishing selfishly
for the love i know i've missed

if we were living in a different time
or maybe in a different place
i know you would gently take my hand
i'd fall into your sweet embrace

but i can see it all in your eyes
you can't afford to take the risk
please don't blame me for wishing selfishly
for the love i know i've missed

i'll watch you walk right through my door
and you'll never see me cry
i wouldn't want your last memory
to be a bitter-sweet good-bye

and i can see it all in your eyes
you can't afford to take the risk
but don't blame me for wishing selfishly
for the love i know i've missed
please, don't blame me for wishing selfishly
for the love i know i've missed





everything is nothing



i used to dream
of diamonds and pearls
throwing my arms
around the whole wide world

fancy parties
and fancier friends
a chauffeur for my
mercedes benz
and it's been  a long time comin'
but well worth the wait
 
cuz  every time    i close my eyes
i can't believe it's true
cuz everything i ever dreamed
is nothing , next to you
everything is nothing  next to you

i used to wish 
on my lucky stars
i'd be drinkin' champagne
and eatin' caviar

when that texas moon
smiled down on me
and i fell in your arms
i knew i had  everything
and it's been  a long time comin'
and it's been worth the wait

cuz  every time i close my eyes
i can't believe it's true
cuz everything i ever dreamed
is nothing , next to you

and it's been  a long time comin'
and it's been well worth the wait
you are truly something
only heaven could create

cuz  every time i close my eyes
i can't believe it's true
cuz everything. i ever dreamed
is nothing , next to you
everything is nothing  next to you





i've got to see you again



it's past my bedtime
i can't sleep alone
holding my pillow
watching the phone
i miss your smile
i crave your soul
lord knows i've tried
but i can't let go, i can't let go

i've got to see you again
i've got to be with you baby
seems like an eternity
since you were holding me
i've got to see you again

thought i was strong
i would not bend
but you broke right through
this heart i defend
the touch of your hand
a kiss from your lips
no other man
could make me like this

i've got to see you again
i've got to be with you baby
seems like an eternity
since you were holding me
i've got to see you again

and i've read every book
everything i could find
but nothing gives me
nothing gives me peace of mind
like an angel came to me and deemed it so
i belong in your arms, i belong to your soul

i've got to see you again
i've got to be with you baby
seems like an eternity
since you were holding me
i've got to see you again




Out Of The Blue
make my move


well the sun's stopped shinin''
and the winds pickin'' up
the birds stopped singin''
and the waters gettin'' rough
i can smell it in the air
this storm is lookin' way too tough
it's time to make my move

hey you know i love you
and i'd love to hang around
but i gotta jump this ship
before the ship goes down
now i promise you i'll visit
the next time that i'm in town
but it's time to make my move

i know i said forever
back in  - paradise
but this - change in the weathers'
got me runnin' for my life
we're both - drownin'' honey
in a sea of love gone bad
/baby we just /ain't got
what we/ once thought that we /had

the clouds are rollin'' in
i feel the raindrops on my face
and the thunder in my heart
as we share our last embrace
please help me to be strong
help me exit now with grace
cause baby it's time to make my move
you know that it's time to make my move
oh it's time to make my move
time to make my move
it's time


bone in your back


how do you do it
with no bone in your back
how can you stand there
i guess you just adapt
i thought i knew you
my love... i could tell
i was wrong and apparently
you were way off as well
    i'm not the one
    to pine away year after year
    in fact i haven't thought about you
since the last time you were here
        and i promise you
        i wont ever again
        i'm holding my ground
        and i'm not giving in
        and i promise you
        i wont ever again
        i've played at your game
        and now i don't care to win
so how do you do it
with no bone in your back
disappear with no trace
then pull this out of your hat
you lie in my face
your 'quiet desperation' act
and persistently claim
no plan of attack
    but i can see through
    those old enemy lines
    and your not taking me
    i wont go down this time
       
years make you wiser
that's what they say
still there's a clean clean cut
i can't make go away
    and i'm well aware
    yea, i know the costs
    cuz' we've both been there
    and we both know i lost
       
so how do you do it
with no bone in your back
push to the edge
and keep your heart intact
how do you do it
and so shamelessly succeed
well however you do it darlin''
it wont be to me


the real thing


like a ghost he softly  floats on in
the light reflecting off his skin
white on white he disappears
you wouldn't know he's sitting here

reds and yellows start to bloom
 as he clones the color of the room
 the perfect shade -he blends right in
 he's everyone's chameleon friend

so tell me now
who do i see
is this the real thing
smiling back at me
there's nothing here
nothing better
than the real thing

walking through a field of green
he blends into another scene
above the pastel clouds float by
he used to have the strength to fly

twisted up in reds and blues
too many years of different hues
shade on shade his soul turns black
please, baby bring my white sun back

so tell me now
who do i see
is this the real thing
smiling back at me
there's nothing here
nothing better
than the real thing


to be beautiful


i see
what you see in her
she's so much more
i feel
what you feel from her
it radiates from your core

don't get me wrong
i'm happy for you
i'm really happy
i just wish i knew
what it feels like
to be beautiful
to you

i'll keep
my distance
but i can't help but stare
to see
you helpless
dangling in her snare

don't get me wrong
i'm happy for you
i'm really happy
i just wish i knew
what it feels like
what does it feel like
to be beautiful
to you
    yea i've been wasting my time
    thinking this could be mine
    wanting to be the object you see
don't get me wrong
i'm happy for you
i'm really happy
i just wish i knew
what it feels like
don't get me wrong
i'm happy for you
i'm really happy
i just wish i knew
what it feels like
what does it feel like
to be beautiful
to be beautiful
to be beautiful
to you
satisfy me

to ease this lonely feeling
there's nothing i wont do
abandon time and reason
to get back to you

cuz' you lift up my soul
and make my heart skip
don't need a net below
i want to fall into your lips

you see my arms are open
and my legs are weak
satisfy me, don't be shy
satisfy me, try try try

you move so close
like you're movin' in
i can feel your breath
dancing on my skin
i can hear the animal
screaming from inside
i can't help myself
like a baby i still cry

you see my arms are open
and my legs are weak
satisfy me, don't be shy
satisfy me, try try try
satisfy me, don't Deny
satisfy me, satisfy me
satisfy


out of the blue

i can smell the rain on the horizon
i can feel the clouds before they roll on in
i've always been the one to run for cover
before the first drop hits my skin

out of the blue
out of the clear blue sky
without a clue
you never even said good-bye
now i'm missin' you
out of the blue

cold and wet i'm still here waiting
sure the sun will come again some day
and i can still here your voice saying
you would never walk away

out of the blue
out of the clear blue sky
without a clue
you never even said good-bye
now i'm missin' you
out of the blue

like stevie says the sky is crying
can you see the tears rolling down the street
and i've got a real real bad feeling
love wont be coming back for me


come on in and play

here we go
in the skin
we won't let
the party end
pull the shade
lock the door
don't be afraid
what you don't know

twist your arm
tempt the soul
take my hand
and there we go
crash and burn
lets hit the floor
the sun comes up
and we'll dance some more
    come on in   come on in   come on in
and play

shake me down
sedate my head
it's friday night
lets paint it red
push the wall
up the score
give it in baby
and let it pour
come on in   come on in   come on in
come on in   come on in   come on in
and play

found my god
deep within
natures call
essential sin
in my ear
for ever more
no more fear
just feel the flow
come on in   come on in  come on in
 come on in   come on in   come on in
 come on in   come on in   come on in
and play



bulletproof

the gun is loaded
your sights are set
that hairline trigger
ain’t ready just yet
just relax darlin’
take your time and aim
i got a bulletproof heart
that ain’t easy to tame

yea i’ve heard it all
you got the goin line
say baby, don’t worry
i ain’t got the time
to fall in deep
or tie some kinda knot
so get your gun out
and take your best shot

i got a bulletproof heart
i got a bulletproof heart
that’s what i got

well i’ve faught the fight
once or twice before
i got pictures of casualties
piled behind my door
i call your bluff
i’m in the game
i got a bulletproof heart
that ain’t easy to tame

yea your bad news
well i’m even worse
i got nothing to prove
and no cure for the curse
a trigger happy history
and not one single nick
so what makes you think
you can do the trick

i got a bulletproof heart
i got a bulletproof heart
that’s what i got

so take your aim
and aim to kill
and i guarantee
there’s no way you will
but watch your back
cuz i’ve got the next shot
i got a bulletproof heart
that’s what i got
i got a bulletproof heart
i got a bulletproof heart
that’s what i got




goin' home

i'm gonna fly by night
so the sun can't see
gonna save my soul
before they rescue me

there is nothing you can do
nothing you can say
yeah, yeah, a million miles away
there is nothing you can give
nothing you can try
yeah, yeah, kiss it all good-bye

i'm too far
i'm too far gone
i'm going home
somewhere i belong
i'm going home

i've heard it all before
another place and time
a little space and i can
make it work out fine

there is nothing you can twist
nothing you can turn
yeah, yeah, sometimes you live and learn
there is nothing you can steal
nothing you can hide
yeah, yeah, kiss it all good-bye
 

i've known it all along
somewhere deep inside
the moon pulls at my arm
with the evening tide
are you coming down
are you gonna land
i'll be playing here
i'll be holding out my hand

cuz i'm  too far
i'm too far gone
i'm going home
somewhere i belong
i'm going home



muddy water

baby we got to have us a little talk
gon' have to pack up my things i'm gonna walk
you say a dollar goes from hand to hand
but before i see you go from woman to woman
i'd rather drink muddy water
sleep out in a hollow log

i love ya baby but you just wont be fair
i don't believe you know how to be on the square
now go on and have your fun if you must
but before i'll have another man that i can not trust
i'd rather drink muddy water
sleep out in a hollow log

you promised me you were gonna be comin' on through
i work all day and walk just like a fool
for you my kisses are sweet as they can be
but before i see you make a fool out of me
i'd rather drink muddy water
sleep out in a hollow log

hipshake

wanna tell you 'bout a dance
that's goin around
everybody's doin' it
from the grown ups down
don't have to move your head
don't have to move your hands
don't have to move your lips
you just shake your hips
do the hipshake baby
shake your hips baby

what you don't know
don't be afraid
just listen to me
and do what i say
don't have to move your head
don't have to move your hands
don't have to move your lips
you just shake your hips
do the hipshake baby
shake your hips baby

well i met me a man
in a country town
said whadaya know
there's slim harpo
don't have to move your head
don't have to move your hands
don't have to move your lips
you just shake your hips
do the hipshake baby
shake your hips baby

insurance

if you leave me baby
say you wont be back
that would be the end of me
cuz' i'd have a heart attack

you better get some insurance on me baby
take out some insurance on me baby
cuz' if you ever ever say good-bye
i'm gonna haul right off and die

darlin' i'll always i love you
as long as i've got breathe
if we part i know sweetheart
it would worry me to death

you better get some insurance on me baby
take out some insurance on me baby
cuz if you ever ever say good-bye
i'm gonna haul right off and die

well i don't get sick
or in accidents
cuz i'm healthy as can be
so if ya got any sense
you'd take the hint
and get a full life
on me

you don't know me baby
like i know myself
i couldn't live
if you should give
all your love to someone else

you better get some insurance on me baby
take out some insurance on me baby
cuz if you ever ever say good-bye
i'm gonna haul right off and die




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